Wednesday, January 19, 2011

al kisah.... (panas nyer hati....)

1. pepagi buta taro call... dgn separuh sedar aku ckp n at last aku baru perasan tak sedar pun apa aku ckp... ntah apa la si taro tu ckp pagi tadi... serious tak ingt.... huhuhu

2. hari ni kena pegi awal sbb ada koko sukan... smpai sek aku terus dpt sms dr kaunselor aku kater sek kena rompak...

3. kena rompak bukan sikit2... mcm2 dikebasnyer... yg paling aku hot... botol air aku pun kena kebas... hampeh punya penyamun!

4. pasal koko tadi... panas giler pukul 12pm... ajar budak main bola jaring... tgh2 hari buta... sakitnyer hati... lps tu asyik aku jer terkena... pasal muda lagi la, bujang lagi la... mmg la hari ni aku panas giler luar n dalam.

5. kelas penuh.... sakit kaki... naik turun tangga... tapi hari ni aku asyik dok ingt apa yg taro cube nk ckp pagi tadi... i mean... hari ni aku asyik ingt kat dia la... mungkin jugak hati aku da berbunga nk gi bercuti dgn dia... hehehe

6. punya la panas hati smpa snggup tak gi rehat.... lps tu aku lepak kat tangga call ace... nk jumpe dia ptg ni... lagi pun hari ni dia off.

7. dlm kul 4.30pm... taro message gi tau plan esok cancel... tapi aku leh senyum jer bc msj dia ... n aku balas... aku da bajet mgkin sok tak jadi.. takpe la len kali jer... then dia balas message... I'M PREGNANT! sbb tu tak leh gi... hahahaha terus terlepas tawa aku dlm kelas... budak2 pandang jer... pehal la teacher ketawa sorang2.... hilang panas hati aku jap... habis kelas aku call taro jap... ala, relax la... pehal nk minta maaf ampun segala tak yah la... relax jer... yg dlm perut tu lagi penting....

8. lps habeh sek... ada parents nk jumpe... bengang tul aku... mcm bagus sgt... klu leh lempang la parents tu aku bgi jer... tak p3... malas nk citer biarlah....

9. briefing la pulak... dgr la kejap gb citer...

10. jumpe ace... ini masalah nyer... aku nk ckp kat taro, tapi aku tau ko akn bising, so taro this is what i want to say... aku n ace ALMOST over... kami skrg just best friends... we r slowing down... sbb abah ace asyik nanti10x.... so kami da malas nk nanti , n kami da muak nk citer pasal wedding preparation.. skrg kami almost tak der pa pe... kami akn terus in a relationship smpa kami jumpe yg lain... klu aku jumpe yg lain... ace leh timer... aku pun sme jer... redha jer... mgkin kami di takdirkan utk bercinta dan bencinta... apa2 hal pun skrg kami just best friends... no more lovers... n please dont tell others... aku selalu percaya kat ko, dan hanya ko jer aku leh percaya...

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

DO YOU LOVES YOUR FRIENDS N FAMILY?? READ THIS

A Return is Requested....You'll see why.
Breakfast at McDonald's

This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):

I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.

The last class I had to take was Sociology.

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.

Her last project of the term was called, 'Smile.'

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake,

Literally.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my

 husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.
It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.

We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then

Even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... An overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was 'smiling'

His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.....

He said, 'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been clutching..

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.

I held my tears as I stood there with them.

The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted...

He said, 'Coffee is all Miss' because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.
That is when I noticed all eyes in the
Restaurant were set on me, judging

My every action..

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray..

I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.

He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.'

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, 'I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope.'

I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son.. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, 'That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope...'

We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers.

That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.

I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand..
I turned in 'my project' and the instructor read it.

Then she looked up at me and said, 'Can I share this?'

I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my son,the instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:

UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.

Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to
LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS -
NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.

There is an
Angel sent to watch over you..
In order for her to work, you must pass this

on to the people you want watched over..
An Angel wrote:

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart

To handle yourself, use your head..

To handle others, use your heart.

God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.

Send it back, you'll see why !

A box of gold


With a secret inside

that has never been told


This box is priceless

but as I see


The treasure inside is

precious to me


Today I share this

treasure with thee


It's the treasure of

friendship you've

given me.

 
If this comes back to you

then you'll have a friend

for life but, if this

becomes deleted, you are

not a friend.

Send this to everyone you

consider a friend!

Monday, January 10, 2011

i love my room....

dulu... aku tak suke bilik aku... sbb semak giler... katil bapak gajah punya la besar... skrg katil da single bed... more spaces... siap leh break dance lagi klu aku boring... huhuhu lepas tgn aku patah da lame tak break dance ... tak berani la... tak nak wat la... ckp boley la...

dulu..  klu gi mana2 tak nak balik umh cpt2 sbb bilik aku yg semak... tak tau nk wat cm ne da... sbb mmg pack... almari besar.. katil besar... almari cermin tu pun leh tahan gak la besar...

lps ni... wlu ke mana sja aku pergi... aku mesti dgn tak sabarnyer nk balik umh... sbb bilik aku dah best... tak semak... mcm taro ckp dulu... leh sesat klu masuk ... huhuhu...

lps ni klu aku boring , aku leh adjust bebrg dlm bilik aku... sbb dah tak pack giler cm dulu... more spaces.. i like spaces.. ye la... kat sek pun da semak otak... meja kat staff room punya la semak cm kucing nk beranak... balik umh pun sme... bilik aku dulu tu sme la mcm meja kat staff room aku tu... bkn takat cm kucing nk beranak... cm rimau nk beranak pun ada... hehehe

so, now... i just love my room... so calm, so cosy.... so spacy.... hahahaha

Sunday, January 9, 2011

warded jgk akhirnye...

aku kena masuk jgk hospital... pi klinik jer memula pagi ni... then doktor kater cgu kena pegi hospital selayang utk rest... balik umh gi tau mama terus bekejar ke hospital selayang n warded utk 4 jam... nk hilangkan panas badan tahap gaban jer.. tepon lak tinggal kat umh... nk jer call ace n taro... tapi tak ingt no... blur je rse... ala da masuk hospital.. malas la nk pk pa pe... tido lagi baik... mmg aku tido selama lebih kurang 3 jam... bila suhu badan da normal... ok leh balik doktor ckp... smbelum smpai umh mama bwk aku singgah kedai perabot... dia suh pilih katil utk menggantikan katil aku yg da patah tu... pilih3... aku pilih single bed... ptg tu bed tu pun smpa... yahoo... aku tido katil baru la mlm ni... mlm tadi pun aku tido ats lantai jer... takut nk tido atas katil...hehehe

Friday, January 7, 2011

smpa hilang mood la aku hari ni

klu leh sepak la pompuan tu.... hish.... sabo3... tu je la yg aku leh ckp n my fren says.... rileks la ... wahai pompuan tua... nme pun budak2... biarlah.... kasi chance la sket... lps tu sound aku sorang... hanya sbb kelas aku kuar dulu.... hilang mood aku hari ni... ko punya pasal la...

mse recess, aku tgk budak tahun 1 tak rehat lagi... dah 3.15 budak rehat smpai 3.30... waduh smpat ke... then macam biase lps rehat suppose tu semua cgu tahun 1 ada kat dewan trbuka... tapi aku jgk yg setia menanti dgn cgu2 yg  baru posting... biarlah.... malas da nk peduli... aku amek budak aku bwk masuk kelas... yg lain not my responsible... hahaha.... jahat tak aku....

now... my dear sha.... hmm... hati aku benar2 terpikat dgn dia... mcm aku terpikat kt wani dulu... tapi dia mcm kak wan... aku tak nak terluka lagi... cukup la... lagi pun sha da nak bersalin next month... bgla space dulu utk dia... risau gak aku klu dia lebih scary dari kak wan... cukup la terluka.... aku tak nak terluka lagi...

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

tak nak la warded.... (episod tak yah la nk berlagak)

sket jer lagi .... klu tak mmg hari ni aku kena masuk hospital selayang... n i will not let it happen... ok... kesihatan mmg penting... sbb klu kiter sakit bkn sekadar menyusahkan diri tapi org di sekitar kita jgk... so, tak payah la nk berlagak klu aku sakit aku yg susah bkn korang... pasal pernah sekali... aku ckp cm tu... n aku pengsan di khalayak ramai... n the doctor says aku pengsan sbb terlalu bnyk cafein in my blood... i was dehidrated.. so, my fren yg dgn berlagak giler aku ckp tadi tu la yg tolong bwk aku gi hospital... it not just that, dia jgk la yg make sure aku mkn ubat n have enough rest... malu giler aku mse tu... speechless... sejak dari tu aku belajar utk tidak berlagak lagi.... i really learn my lesson...

seperti di awal citer.... aku almost yer... bkn betul2... just almost... lps kelas... n lepas solat.... naseb la just luck by chance i guess... hari ni kelas aku full giler... cube tgk catatan harian aku hari ni...

11am - taklimat koko kat bilik mesyuarat utama
12pm - taklimat disiplin sesi petang
12.30pm - makan nasi
1pm - bawak anak2 ku masuk kelas <dok kat kelas smpai pkl 2pm then ke kelas lain smpa 3pm>
3pm - makan nasi lemak
3.30pm - masuk kelas smpa pkl 5pm

pk la kat mne aku nk menyelit solat zohor... kenala qadha'... sblm asar aku gi bilik guru... air cond tu.... tgh panas2 masuk air cond... nk pitam aku rse... aku pun kuar la bilik guru n gi toilet n prepare nk asar n qadha' zohor... da settle amek air sembahyang ... aku pun masuk la surau .... da abeh solat... aku buka telekong ... elok aku buka telekong , aku pun rebah... naseb lak ader cgu rodi... klu tak .... mati kering la aku kat situ... dia la tolong sedarkan aku balik... rilek jap... lepak jap kat surau .... smpa abeh sek ... terus aku gi klinik... serious doktor ckp mmg aku asthma n suppose to aku kena warded... tapi aku kater tak nak100X... then doctor tu ckp ok la... tak nak tak pe la cgu... sy bg mc... tak nak jgk... hahaha.... ok2 doktor tu ckp... m c ni sy simpan kat klinik sy... klu tak larat esok dtg claim jer mc ni... ok? haaaa yg tu ok.... but mc n admit noooooooooooooo................... sudah la... cukup la.... huhuhu

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

best friends ku ... (hanya dia yang tahu)

jangan Maz jangan....  jangan cepat jatuh hati........
jangan serahkan lagi hatimu pada teman baru mu...
fikir fikir dulu.... kawan kawan dulu....
sha da ada suami... bakal punya cahaya mata...
cukuplah wani seorang...
jangan lah sakiti hati dia...
yg benar2 ikhlas dgn mu....
seribu kali kesalahan mu.... sejuta kali dia maafkan kembali...
jangan ulang kesilapan dahulu...
terlalu cepat memilih maria dan wan sebagai kakak angkat...
dan akhirnya hatimu benar2 terluka...
kali ni ... kalau nak jgk ambil lah masa... lama sedikit...
jangan terus percaya... bawa lah diri dulu....
tunjuk lah yang Maz benar2 dah berubah....

Monday, January 3, 2011

03012011 monday

12pm
da smpa sek... terus gi office n jmpe gpk 1... hajat di hati nk ke pagi tapi nmpknyer... hmm.. tak dpt ler... other than that , aku tnyer  gpk 1 yg aku nk ajar pj... tu pun sbb da gi kursus ... klu tak, tak nak aku... yg sakit lak sbb aku dpt kelas tahun 1... semua tahun 1... sedey... huhuhu... then... gi staff room... tak der org... day 1 biase la busy giler... semua cgu kat kelas ... lps tu gi mkn n handle my class... so, bwk budak aku masuk kelas... then program transisi bermula smpai rehat... before recess naseb la ada cgu nk ganti aku jap... selamat... kuar kelas terus hntr register sementara kat gpk hem... masuk staff room jap then gi minum kat kantin...

3pm
recess time... macam2 ragam... yg mak bapak tu jgn ckp la... mengalahkan anak yg sekolah... tak tau la parents ni tak percaya kat anak ke tak percaya kat cgu... pelik aku pelik... mmg pelik... yg penyelia ptg tu plk... aku rse cam nk suh jer dia telan mike tu... sket2 announcement... mse tgh wat program transisi pun wat announcement ... mse budak2 tgh mkn kat kantin pun sebok nk wat announcement... sabar je la... pening di buatnyer...

4pm
aku kat kelas smpa balik... ada budak yg sesat tak jumpe kelas... termasuk la budak kelas aku... budak tu nk beli makanan pun tak reti... parents dia pulak tak dtg... terpaksalah aku uruskan.. sian pulak klu tak makan... lepas recess budak tu tak masuk kelas... so, aku suh anak murid aku yg leh harap gi cari dia... tgk2 dia dok kat tangga... tapi mujurlah tak nanges... naseb gak budak tu tak dpt kat penyelia ptg... klu dpt kat penyelia ptg jawabnyer... announcement lagi la... huhuhu....

6pm
assembly.... berdoa dlm hati 'semoga gb tak wat ucapan'... mmg tak wat ucapan pn sbb penyelaras tahun 1 sapu bersih... terselamat... hahaha... mase nk balik kat gate utama da jammed... dekat 1/2 jam tgu baru clear... sementara tgu tu.... ada cgu yg da start kete siap matikan balik enjin kete... sbb lama sgt tgu... smpat borak2... gosip2.. jln da clear bru la gerak... aku yg mendahului cgu2 lain... mcm la umh jauh sebatu... padahal umh dgn sek baru aku just sekangkang kera jer.. smpa umh pukul 7pm... penat... trus menyelam... 7.30pm br refresh... mandi , solat n makan....

well.... we see la tomorrow... dgn pasar tani nyer pulak... mampus la... pukul baper la nk smpa umh....

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